Saturday, January 26, 2008

Still confused....

But what i can do?Results are back....i am just so confused with what i really want in my life...I miss everything there.The teachers,my classmates, my bandmates and almost everything. It seems a little impossible for me to say all these but this is just what i am feeling after january. Why is time passing so fast every day, every month and year. I can't seem to catch up with it......

I hate my heart, i hate my mind,
Why it doesn't give me an answer to my life,
why it doesn't lead me out of darkness.
Can i survive through this no heart day.
And may my heart be found once again beating loud nex to yours.....

XOXO: J.A